Saturday, August 21, 2010

Crying. Wolf Admitted...

I'm in tears.

I talked to Wolf about having another baby. Its something that's been on my heart for a long time.
We're far better off financially than when we had Tazzie and Princess.

Wolf admitted that the only reason he doesn't want another baby is because of my disability.

Just one more thing that RSD has stolen from me.

I know all the arguments. I'd have to go off all my meds. The pain would be roaring. But the heart wants what the heart wants, and I'd be willing.

I'm praying that God either takes this longing from my heart, or places it on Wolf's too.

It hurts too da*n much.